woke up real late 2dae.. driving @ 12 and i woke up @ 11:20!! omg!! wart the fook! well.. rushed my wae down.. n of cos got wash up and bathe!! to0k cab down.. luckily dis driver also veri fast.. l0lx.. and luckily no rain while driving sia.. oh no and now tis gonna rain.. =( hmm.. weird dreams come again.. dis time rd i can remember wart it was.. tis real freeking stupid and scarie.. i dreamt dat im @ dis BIG HUGE country club or sth lidat.. playing table tennis.. and i dreamt of missy playing wif me.. 2gather wif coach and his disciples.. oh my.. dis is like.. gosh! and i neber knew why the hack the scene changed to my void deck.. and when im waiting for my turn to bathe.. (and i dint knoe my bathroom is @ my void deck!!! wtf!) a lot of dead fishes came popping out from the pipe.. and i nv knoe why the pipes are NOT sealed!! omg!! and tis like dis whole block is my home.. omg! silly and stupid dream i wud sae.. and dis dream!!! got me stucked and almost late for driving!! arhghghg!! weird.. why such weird dreams get stuck on me? oh no.. now.. seeing fishes.. make me feel so disgusted.. =( stupid fishes.. arhghhg!! my dae started in a mess.. shant let it end in a mess either.. but hmm.. guess wont la.. 2ml gotta wake up real early.. wonder if i can or not.. =S shit! beta can wake up man! no more weird dreams for me please!!!! ="(


arhghghg so sian!!! wheres everybody!?!?!?!!?!?!??!?!? how come it always happen on me.. arhghghghhgg!! it sucks!! alright.... =x





this morning!! i woke up earli.. at least earlier dan the time i normally wake up.. l0l.. met ju for lunch wif pink.. i got dis lil card from pink.. tis sweet of her..!! 10s for da card and i can feel the importance.. ha! hanged @ town wif pink after dat and went to far east to get some accessories.. tis been real some time since i last dropped dere to get some stuffs for myself... back to wrk 2dae.. tis so sian i wud sae man.. dis silly sat.. gonna wrk wif sum1 i dont like to work wif.. beta can make it man.. arhghghg shit.. i got loads of things wanna sae.. but suddenly forgot!!! omg!!! but aniwaez.. hope to mit missy 2ml.. arhghgg got driving 2ml!!!!!! =D but i love it.... ok le la.. mai gong liaoz.. gotta go le.. ciaoz!





oh well.. just touched dwn from da movie by andy lau.. ooo.. tis a real nice show.. all KIDS must go watch.. and you'll understand the difficulties of adults.. l0l.. gotta thank ju for offering da tix to me.. but to0k cab down to watch.. arhghgh broke le.. *priang*.. hmm.. well.. tis touchin i wud sae.. i cried like shit sia.. arhghg.. tis been real some time since i last cried dat bad.. well.. at least for a show.. hoho.. hmm... yep.. deres loads of nice shows comin up.. hey peepx shud catch dem all!!! he lost da match.. =( but nvm i guess hes rather motivated to train on further.. l0l.. all thanks to da talk he attended ytd.. at least it gave him some inspiration.. and *deng* hes more or less motivated to spur himself on.. jiayou ba darling!! >.< and NOW... dat missy finally finished her paper.. haha! shuang diao now still go play tong xiao mahjong.. i can only play ming ren san que yi!! aarhghhg!! =( gotta get myself busy on serious stuffs le.. 2ml gotta work liao.. so sian.. but no choice gotta earn $$ if not no more vitamins i will go weak 1.. =S have been thinking bout frienship issues recently.. well.. isit becos the bond is not strong enuff to withhold the crack line or wart i dont knoe.. it seemed like everything aint right and seemed to be getting deeper.. weird i wud sae.. maybe i think too much ba.. but if im gonna sae i aint gonna care bout it.. i guess im simply deceiving myself.. weird la.. dis chalet aint successful.. truthfully.. but warts fun bout dis chalet is we played overnight mahjong.. dat is all i can sae.. and oh ya! i got myself tanned also.. and great macdonalds breakfast and bbq i wud sae.. =) da rest of da activities.. i chose not to remember.. yep.. ok la.. sae so much.. shall leave some for 2ml.. l0lx.. take care peepx..


oh no.. i have been having weird dreams recently.. real weird to be true.. but dint knoe the reason why such dreams ever happen.. arhghg so scientific and shitty.. =S aniwaez.. have been slacking and rotting the whole dae.. just like wart ailing did.. RIGHT!? l0lx.. so sian.. dont understand why u sae rotting is so gud and all.. ha! but i feel sian leh.. like arhghgh!! kill me!!! ok i understand.. i am always running outta da house and never liked to be kept in the house.. l0l.. well.. missy's paper finally ended.. and guess we're able to mit up and hang le!! =) gonna wrk 2ml.. it feels weird.. veri weird.. ive been slacking for hmm.. 2+ wks le.. how i wish i dont have to work!! arhghg.. alright shant complain much.. so bored!!! arhhghghgh!!!!! i wanna catch shows.. i wanna go shopping i wanna do a lot of things!! but no money 2... -_-" ha! well.. have u guys been wondering why i made dis new blog? ha! simply becos i dont like the previous blog..!! ya! tis sorta a new start for me i guess.. =) not only that.. ya la.. new start.. *ahem* ha! now my feeling looked as thou im hangin in the air.. dont knoe wart to do.. =S so sian and boring.. am i gonna go out now or still rot @ home???? oh no.. help!!!!!





oh well.. i can feel dat my legs are tired. but lucki my hand arent tired.. ha! tis our 5th mth 2dae.. but we cant celebrate it.. =) tis alright dou.. at least we met up.. ha! met missy.. passed her da ipod.. l0l.. and went to his hse wait for him to change and we rocked and rolled.. ho! we're lucki to be able to get dao mei out.. and yep.. jere's wrking.. so we gonna drop by his wrkplace..!! went ahead to ct link to see if deres stock for his shox.. but NAH!!! dont have.. =S alright.. and went marina for dinner.. ho! and gosh.. im so sorrie.. becos of me.. we walked from esplanade to boat quay.. hey missy.. does dat sound familiar to you?! wahhaha i remembered making ur legs turn jelly.. hoho now i made theirs turned jelly.. waha! alright.. dere we are.. all panting and exhausted.. reached da dont knoe wart restaurant beside hooters.. he was dere!! and we get ourselves seated soon! =) da stuffs dere are simply.. omg! ex i wud sae.. ha! restaurant ma.. we hanged dere for bout 2+ hrs.. omg.. da sea state is rather xiong for me.. feel rather dizzy.. omg! food dere is nice.. yep! shud try guys!! now back @ home... im realli exhausted.. so does him and dao mei.. and i guess jere's not home yet.. omg.. but nvm he got transport!! hmmpf! hmm.. missy jiayou hor.. your paper's gonna be over real so0n and we can hang!!!! dang dang dang!!! ha!! alright.. shant sae much.. my beloved.. happy 5th!! =)





life aint dat bad for me dis few days.. but life aint gud either.. just wondering why i cant be strong enuff to take on everything.. always ended up in tears and makin myself suffer.. thinking of so many unnecessary stuffs.. i hate myself for behaving dis wae.. tis not me.. really not me.. you walked into my life and painted my walls.. tis colourful yet grey.. i love the colours you painted and hate the grey parts u added on.. how i wish you're like the rest.. but maybe u cant be one? i aint sure either.. it hurts.. really hurts... all i wish now is i am able to suck up my tears and walk on.. walk down the path forever with you without any hinderance.. i dont understand why i cant be like others also.. so suave and easy going.. if only i can dont care bout anything and let it be.. im simply too sensitive and selfish.. well.. human beings are selfish i would admit.. i hate the feeling of crying myself to sleep.. it sucks big time.. aniwae.. i hope everything wud stop and dats it.. will i ever NOT gonna make myself suffer?? i doubt so.................................... im hurt........................................................